Well, I guess I didn't do so well with this blog thing.... It was supposed to be 30 days.... So, scratch that!
I started a diet! Ok, I know, I know, another one!! But I'm actually sticking to it! I started 8 days ago and I've lost 11 lbs! So, I'm working on that resolution! :)
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Day 3
Day 3- A picture of the cast of your favorite show
Well, currently....
Most of the Real Housewives shows,
Law and Order SVU,
The Good Wife, and ....
V
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Day 2
Day 2-A picture of you with the person you have been closest with the longest
My Sisters!! That's Kristin and Katie.... They are amazing people with really big hearts! I love them dearly and would do anything for their happiness! Obviously they've known me for 25 years (well, Kristin has, 19 for Katie) and we may not talk daily, but when we do, I feel like I can tell them anything, without judgment....
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Day 1
10 Facts about me....
1. I love romance, reading it or in real life
2. I prepare taxes for a living
3. I'm a Libra
4. I've married the man of my dreams
5. I have 2 great dogs; a basset (Lilah) and a dachshund (Lucy)
6. My favorite color is purple
7. I'm a scentsy consultant
8. I have two sisters
9. I live within 3-5 minutes of my parents and in-laws...
10. I hate to fly
Friday, December 31, 2010
New Year Resolution Part 2
Ok, a few more things about 2011 that I hope for! The weight one is pretty obvious.... So her are a few others:
1. Decide what I'm doing with my job... Stay, Go, go back to school, what?
2. (towards the end of the year) Get Pregnant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3. Finish the Scrapbooks I started years ago for Mom and Uncle Greg
4. Go to Salina and Wichita to see family, or have them come here.... Thanksgiving maybe?
5. Help my husband with more things, like the house work, cooking, and finances........ :( I don't like this one so maybe it's the most important one!
I was just thinkin about it........ How do these sound? Do-able?
1. Decide what I'm doing with my job... Stay, Go, go back to school, what?
2. (towards the end of the year) Get Pregnant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3. Finish the Scrapbooks I started years ago for Mom and Uncle Greg
4. Go to Salina and Wichita to see family, or have them come here.... Thanksgiving maybe?
5. Help my husband with more things, like the house work, cooking, and finances........ :( I don't like this one so maybe it's the most important one!
I was just thinkin about it........ How do these sound? Do-able?
Thursday, December 2, 2010
New Year Resolution
Ok, I know this is going to bit me in the ass later, but I want to lose weight. I have a goal of 10 pounds a month and each time I hit goal, I'm going to do something for me that doesn't involve food. I don't know what yet, but I'll talk to the hubby and figure out together what the prizes will be.
Christmas turned out really good! I wish Jay and I could have spent more time with my family, but all in all, it worked out. Next year we'll have a better celebration! AND we will make a plan and stick to it!!!!
Christmas turned out really good! I wish Jay and I could have spent more time with my family, but all in all, it worked out. Next year we'll have a better celebration! AND we will make a plan and stick to it!!!!
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
The Stuggle
I guess I'll just start writing and see where I go....
I've been pretty frustrated with my self lately. I don't know why I have to be so hard on myself, but I am. Past experiences have taught me things I don't like about myself and somehow, I can't stop. Right now, I'm doing it! I've written 4 sentences to describe some of the things that bother me about me and somehow I either can't spit it out or I feel I can't say what I want to say because someone might read it and think I'm talking about them. In reality, no one reads my blog so it should matter, right? Wrong. My brain is programed now to censor what I say or how I act around people. For instance, I have written lots of things for this blog or my facebook page and eventually, I get nervous on how someone might be offended and I take it down. Really, that's frustration number 1.
Number 2, the way I look. I know we all struggle with it at some level but mine is to the point were I feel disgusted with myself but can't seem to do what I have to to change. I'm a firm believer that in order to lose weight you have to just do it. It doesn't help to talk about it, or dream about it. You have to just do it. Until you make the commitment to, there's no way you will succeed. Well, I keep thinking I'm committing only to sabotage myself every step of the way. Honestly, at this point, I'm going one day at a time and trying as hard as I can to remember that I want to get pregnant at a much lower weight, in other words, it's important damn it!
Number 3, relationships. I don't know why, but I feel like I'm a terrible friend, sister, wife and daughter. I've managed to push away most of my friends and family. They would say, no you haven't, but it's true. My friends never stood a chance.... I pushed them away fast out of an irrational fear that my husband might like them more than me or because I can't forgive and forget things they've done to hurt me.
Ugh, I sound pathetic, this post will probably only be up for a short time.
I've been pretty frustrated with my self lately. I don't know why I have to be so hard on myself, but I am. Past experiences have taught me things I don't like about myself and somehow, I can't stop. Right now, I'm doing it! I've written 4 sentences to describe some of the things that bother me about me and somehow I either can't spit it out or I feel I can't say what I want to say because someone might read it and think I'm talking about them. In reality, no one reads my blog so it should matter, right? Wrong. My brain is programed now to censor what I say or how I act around people. For instance, I have written lots of things for this blog or my facebook page and eventually, I get nervous on how someone might be offended and I take it down. Really, that's frustration number 1.
Number 2, the way I look. I know we all struggle with it at some level but mine is to the point were I feel disgusted with myself but can't seem to do what I have to to change. I'm a firm believer that in order to lose weight you have to just do it. It doesn't help to talk about it, or dream about it. You have to just do it. Until you make the commitment to, there's no way you will succeed. Well, I keep thinking I'm committing only to sabotage myself every step of the way. Honestly, at this point, I'm going one day at a time and trying as hard as I can to remember that I want to get pregnant at a much lower weight, in other words, it's important damn it!
Number 3, relationships. I don't know why, but I feel like I'm a terrible friend, sister, wife and daughter. I've managed to push away most of my friends and family. They would say, no you haven't, but it's true. My friends never stood a chance.... I pushed them away fast out of an irrational fear that my husband might like them more than me or because I can't forgive and forget things they've done to hurt me.
Ugh, I sound pathetic, this post will probably only be up for a short time.
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